An Amazing time in Wonderland

Well what a wonderful weekend of scrapping at my first ever cyber crop :) The theme was "mad hatters - Alice in Wonderland" and seeing as this is one of my favourite favourite films (Honestly.. i was naieve back then) I loved every second. Made an arrary of nice things which I really enjoyed doing but best of all I finally got some "me" time to scrap.

Sometimes things happen in life and you just realise how perfect you are for the love of your life and how you just couldn't live without them. All this weekend Lee has done the kids himself and let me scrap as much as I could (Emilys teething came out in full force EEK) Then today.. just as I was completely RAVENOUS he bought me up this for lunch. I actually had a cry LOL. It makes me so happy to know I am loved and thought about in this way.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH LEE :) xxxxxxxx

and thats enough of my sop LOL

Just another day

OK so its cyber crop starting tommorow night have I
a) Got anything ready
b) Tidied that AWFUL mess
c) Even looked to see what's when

NO!! Am I worried??
YES!!

Today was just one of them days. Went to shop at Tesco's and it came up to a ridiculous amount because once again my freezer has defrosted thanks to power cuts and I can't claim on the insurance as after paying £50 excess there's just no point. Feel pretty gutted that I have such a lack of money but also feel completely warm and happy to have my family close and safe. Logan always rides on Thomas when we come out of Tesco's only today it wasn't working and he was so dissapointed. I was holding his hand when he just wriggled loose and before I could stop the trolley rolling down the hill he was in the middle of the road running. It is always a busy blind corner but just for that 5 seconds there was nothing. When I ran to him, leaving my heaving £75 worth of goods in the middle of nowhere, I didn't know whether to hold him or put him in some naughty corner. My little baby has become a boy and he has a mind of his own. He can do his colours (even difficult ones like white and purple) he can count to 20 he can do the alphabet and he knows every character in Thomas and he is 2 and 4 months. I love that boy so much. THE reason for all this waffle? I read him a story today, which is his usual bedtime routine, and he fell to sleep. I was quite enjoying Winne the Pooh when I heard a loud snoring.. and I have got to tell you.. creeping up for a kiss (having a hernia reaching over the cot) then leaving him smiling and snoring is just one of the greatest pleasures I have ever felt as a mother. Maybe I will take over daddy's bedtime story job :)

Did I mention I have a daughter?

Promised Photographs

Ok so here is my shame in all its glory. I started off not tidying one day.. then carried on the behaviour just throwing things on the floor when I had finished..!! May just add that this is actually my bedroom LOL SO.. big job tidying for me tonight :(

Went to the cinema to see Shooter today it was brilliant and loved spending time with Lee which I miss so much. Received my kit from Shimelle in the post all ready for the cybercrop it's lovely!

I had a really deep thought to post today but then it went LOL I guess that makes me sound a bit dim doesn't it LOL If you had as much chaos as me you would understand this memory loss I have going on at the minute. It is driving me insane!! I hope whoever you are, you're having a wonderful day today - go stick on your favourite song, tell your best friend you love them (be it human or animal) and enjoy life and what it brings, the little things we take for granted every day.

+ I love how soft my skin is and how different I feel after a shower.

+ I love it when you look at the time and it is closer to the kids bedtime then you thought :)

+ I LOVE going to the fridge and finding I didn't eat that chocolate bar I could've swore I did..?

Now for that bedroom....

And so it begins.. AGAIN?!

Ok so I told you didn't I? Or rather I warned you - I AM NOT DAMNED GOOD AT KEEPING UP BLOGS!!

Every day life passes and things change. We meet new people that will change our lives forever. We have experiences that change the way we will grow as people. I sometimes wonder if maybe on the good days we take our lives for granted and then when the bad days roll around they feel just that much worse?

Cyber crop is coming up this friday at UKscrappers and I'm really looking forward to getting down to a little scrapping. The only problem is my room is in complete chaos and it is going to take at least a month to fix! Tommorow we drop the kids off at moms and together (me and the unexpecting husband) we shall tackle this room and we shall win!!

Pictures to come tommorow.. the mess has got to be seen to be believed.. I hang my head in shame I really do...